Today, i hab being thinking whether ue had ever think abt the two of us .
but i knew ue will say i dunno or telling me not to ask again as ue want to study first ...
i know study is important ...
but ...but ... but you had too much think kept in urself and not telling me ...
maybe i'm jus couldnt get ue to trust me ...
everyday i hab being wonder ... do u love me? , who am i to you?
i really dunno how to make you say the truth ...
but i guess you're jus trying to avoid the question by sayin dunno .
maybe i'm jus not good enough bah ...
i'm such a failure ... guess ue seldom msg mi le cos chatting with me makes ue bore rite ...
always asking you... wat you doin? , have you eaten ? repeatedly .. its make ue sick of it rite?
guess ue already started to feel numb abt me le ...
tis are all my thoughts ...
maybe ue dun even know i had updated my blog bah ...
cos ue started to care lesser for me le rite?
Maybe i'll slowly disappear from ue bah ...
At least eu wont notice it bah ...
maybe ue already started to feel irritated by my childish thoughts bah ...
or maybe .. ue already wanted me to leave ue alone ...
But i'll still love ue as much as i do from before ...
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Joe aka rong tat


