Isolated world of Darkness.

Hey all ~
back to my usual post ... :)

Since my last post alot of thing happened ....
There are both sad and happy things occur around me recently ...
Firstly,
Sadness: i learnt a new lesson ... there are no longer true love in my heart ... to me True love are jus a stupidity act of human beings ... From that 'day' onward ... eu make me realise that true love does not existed ... Hmm ... should i say there are no forever love ? Hahas!! what a joke .... why should i become like this because of her ... It didnt happen to me previously ... Am i really fall too deep into it ? that stupidity act of human beings? Guess i am? Hahs ... joe ah! joe ah! stop being such a fool again after this incident ... Let the past joe return ... the guy who treated love as toy ? maybe it the best for me i guess ... Thats all for now i guess ...

Joyful : Hippee ! Ever since i went the red camp ... i cant forget the enthusiastism of the event ... hahas..
Oh! and also, the ninjas tribe from red camp were gonna have a outing at sentosa on the 4 dec ... wohoo ...
so excited and hyper .... this few days at home make mi sick of it sia ... So bored ~ Hais ... missed all the 5 seekers ... our noise , laughter and also our enthusiastism .... hmm ... also ... i'm gonna start a brand new life again ..May the rest of my life be wonderful and fun ...

Anyway ....
back to todae ....
In the morning ,
went to bookshop and help aunty ...moved books and slack around ... chatting with brian and rachel ...
today i go purposely at wor~,sia~ and lor~ at the back of my every sentence that i speak ...so hilarious...
hahas ... after dat i jiu went mac for lunch and went home .... jun hao den came my hse to slack ... but nth to do ... whole day watch the tv with him .... hmmm ... this word sound so familiar uh ? ya ... that was you! who always told me you are watching tv when every i'll ask ue wat were ue doin ....
guess i still cant forget abt ue eh ... like wat i said time heal the wound itself is totally rubbish ...
Hais ... forget it ....

This song so meaningful to me ...

Artist: Enrique Iglesias
Song: Why Not Me

Escaping nights without you with shadows on the wall
My mind is running wild tryin hard not to fall
You told me that you love me but say I’m just a friend
my heart is broken up into pieces

Cos i know i’ll never free my soul
it’s trapped between true love and being alone
When my eyes are closed the greatest story told
I woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor

Why oh why tell me why not me
Why oh why we were meant to be
Baby i know i could be all you need
Why oh why oh why

I wanna love you
if you only knew how much i love you
So why not me

The day after tomorrow I’ll still be around
To catch you when you fall and ever let you down
you say that we’re forever our love will never end
I’ve tried to come up but it’s drowning me to know
you’ll never feel my soul
It’s trapped between true love and being alone
when my eyes are closed the greatest story told
i woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor

Tell me baby why oh why tell me why not me
Why oh why we were meant to be
Baby i know i could be all you need
why oh why oh why

I wanna love you
if you only knew how much i love you
So why not me

You won’t ever know
How far we can go
You won’t ever know
How far we can go (go)

Why oh why tell me why not me
why oh why we were meant to be
Baby I know I could be all you need
Why oh why oh why

Why oh why tell me why not me
Why oh why we were meant to be
Baby I know I could be all you need
Why oh why oh why oh why

I wanna love you
If you only knew how much I love you
so why not me
(why not me, why not me)

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